Good afternoon, Your Honor.
Initially, I need to thank the Court docket for permitting me an opportunity to make this influence assertion and I simply need to let you already know it’s appreciated.
On June twenty fifth, I made 23 years on the Chicago Police Division, and I assume this weekend I’ve been doing lots of pondering and considering about my time on the job, and I additionally did 17 years on the West Facet. And I assume this weekend once I was doing this assertion, I used to be making lots of ideas and pondering again about my  time on the streets and all of the stuff I skilled.
And I labored within the eleventh District for 17 years, and it was one of the hardest districts and it’s one of the violent districts, and I’ve seen many shootings, many individuals gasping their final breath, and I’ve seen folks on the worst time of their lives.
And once I labored on the streets within the eleventh District, I simply had a easy philosophy, deal with folks the way in which I wished my mom and father to be handled or my member of the family to be handled. And I made good relationships with the group, and I at all times tried to deal with them with respect, and I had nice relationships with the residents.
And, you already know, I labored within the eleventh District for a very long time, and I do know for a reality that you simply’re not going to have the ability to discover one single, solitary individual that claims that I ever brutalized them or harm them or did them soiled, and I’m at all times going to be happy with that reality.
And once I began work on June thirteenth, and once I — you already know, I by no means thought in one million years that that might be the day which I additionally lose my life — virtually lose my life. And once I was responding to that pictures fired name then I used to be flagged down, and, you already know, I noticed Ms. Temple in the course of the road, and my one and solely thought in my thoughts was to guard her and to ensure that no person harmed her and ensure that no person harm her.
After which, you already know, I used to be making an attempt to battle along with her and I used to be simply making an attempt my — I used to be making an attempt every part. The one factor I wished her to do was simply to cease and never drive off, and, you already know, after which she pulled after which I hit my head on the bottom.
And, you already know, if I can describe what that looks like, having your — hit your head on the bottom,it’s in all probability essentially the most terrifying expertise I’ve had in my life as a result of it felt like I obtained hit by a ton of bricks, and I actually thought that that was the top of me.
And, you already know, going up there and going afterwards and struggling to rise up and watching my squad automotive go away was one of the helpless emotions I’ve ever had in my life. And, you already know, I obtained stitches and a concussion, and the bodily ache healed finally, but additionally, you already know, once you cope with an expertise like that, it adjustments you.
After which, you already know, [I] went by way of many weeks of remedy for my steadiness, and I went to remedy for — excuse me — my orthopedic for my knees, and I went by way of a traumatic incident administration program. And after this incident, it precipitated me to be moody and anxious and I pushed away lots of people that have been near me. And some folks I used to be near mainly, you already know, stopped returning my messages, and, I imply — I imply, I assume I actually don’t blame them as a result of if I used to be of their place, I in all probability would have performed it, too.
However once you cope with an incident like that and coping with that, it simply makes you are feeling so alone,  and it’s the worst feeling on the earth. And — and I do know [Temple’s attorney] Mr. Galhotra throughout his closing was — harassed on the truth that I obtained launched from the hospital the identical  day, and a automotive shouldn’t be a weapon, however, yeah, that’s very true, however the one cause why I wasn’t killed is as a result of that automotive moved out of the way in which. And I’ve seen that video virtually one million occasions, and once I take into consideration how shut I used to be to being crushed to loss of life, that may be a — one thing that’s by no means going to go away me for the remainder of my life.
And — and, you already know, I’ve seen all of the movies one million occasions, and I’ve seen the movies in courtroom, and — after which one of the issues that may by no means go away me is that — how I used to be seconds away from shedding my life, and though life goes on and also you cope with it one of the best you may, that’s one thing that may at all times persist with me.
And — however I’m additionally grateful for lots of issues. I’m grateful that I walked house. I went house from the hospital the identical day. And I’m additionally grateful that I wasn’t on that memorial wall, as a result of in 23 years, I went by way of lots of funerals and I’ve seen lots of loss of life and destruction, and the truth that I used to be in a position to stroll away from that with simply stitches and a concussion, I’ll at all times be pleased about that.
And I’m — I may also be pleased about the residents on the block as a result of on the worst day of my life, once I was struggling to rise up from being hit, they made positive nothing occurred to me and so they made positive no person took my gun or did something to me, and I actually consider to today it’s — that’s as a result of I’ve at all times handled them proper and I’ll at all times be happy with my time on the road and the way I handled folks.
And, you already know, when the decision got here down on Might twenty ninth, I felt like I obtained hit by a ton of bricks.
And though I didn’t agree together with your verdict, I accepted it, however my opinion is that having her stroll the streets, Ms. Temple with no monitoring in any way, and simply, you already know, no supervision, no monitoring, is simply mainly sort of giving the message that what she did that day was all good, and that, you already know, it was, like, oh, properly, he left the hospital the identical day, no hurt, no foul.
So I’m respectfully asking that you simply take into account and ensure that any supervision, that she’s strictly monitored, and so this tragic incident received’t occur once more. I recognize your time, Your Honor.